hello hell

Hijacking dreams from the buried past

Death bed truly when we’re apart?

If living is an idea

Is it not also death come across as a concept?  

If we were hallucinated with chemicals, energetic information, holographic universe

Then why we fantasied own demised, enslavement n annihilation

Is own origin causing this suicidal tendency?

Seemed so freed and so limited

So natural and so not

So sure n not

The only kind existence who couldn't convince themselves of own existence

The only kind existence who has the needs to convince itself

Freaking nature of Frankenstein

Confusions reserved only for them hybrids made by genesis genetic master lord

The experiment will kill themselves perpetually over n over

Only left with depression, desperation, despondent and desertification of souls of ghosts form infinity

Pain for now, suffrage for good    

Fade into black n cover sins with opaqueness  

Marriage to own infinite Death

Solitude isolated be assumption of accompanying

Patterns in pain… memory of myopia

Vampires never speak till you’re one

Rusty relic of re-lingering, only linger more themselves

Murder safety along with boundary

Time to meet them maker s   bottom deep of debauched grotesque   

Growling to beyond

Howling of infiniteness

Scars be badges of pain  

Wear them to receive more to endless rain o pain

Humming to hymns

As crystal clear shot of knowingness appeared

We've forgotten our deaths

To bring more life(lie) to bring more death

Oh bro what can I say more?

Kill life(lie) before it kills you  

happiness is hallucinated by pains

Extra dimensional guilt injected to so called human race(s) by creating them

The guilt will once again destroy to the limit of abominations

Once for the dawn of true consciousness

Destruction became creations

Deaths are alive  

Guilt gave us the only chance

To redeem by self-cremations only because we have to

Shadow n dust

Lighting n thunder

Indulged insults n lust

You passed through me as I went beyond you

I shot myself only to remember the evanescent of your contourless faces    

Real pain is to forget one

Indulgence meant indulgence