yrs of fox in reincarnation recycling

mind is mine .. you don't take it
you can split it - schizophrenic way

I sentenced myself to death last dawn
as the judge and the prisoner
as the avatar and the story
as the dream and the dreamer
as the actor as the director
observing the observed observing the observed observing the observed ........
subject the object ... object the subject

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scientism should go fuck itself
ISM = I Served Motherfucker
IMF = I Am Motherfucker

why not science doubt and question itself ? it should ...
UN is a un Us is definitely not us

observing - 9 - i - selfish
observed - 8 - infinity

endless concerts recurring in my imaginary dreams from this pseudo inauthentic lives "lies"
perhaps our lives are interrupted by dreams
or the other way around ..

on market and 6th
Louis and Lestat find their peaces
as I found Megadeth concert in 2004 in the city by the bay

searching for no ego is egotistic
desire for freeing from desires is a desire
what you resist persists
what you fear always show up at the door .. fuck yeah

no nothing to abuse now
what should me be doing now ? recycling ?