lucid opaqueness

Westbound desperation

moist in the air,, 

Growling opaqueness of muted Pacific

Light blinds darkness

Bleak shines when nothing near

Crownless the king

Caricatures’ memory of replica  

Reminiscent n’ reconstruct of the nostalgia

death n' livings
white keys side with black keys
so close and far away

livings find no meaning until find death
death don't live without the livings
tuned down shades, colors,sounds
one saw retrieved visions  of good old time

perhaps, laughter and love are foolish
but they the only thing gave you strength to stay in total silent darkness

smell flowers from your soul for the first time
touch ocean of infinite embraces
drank the first drop of last elixir 
watch full moon with emptiness of mind

riding out to spaces and times' recurring amnesia
where stored every time track nothingness but full of them
point where you recreate the wannabe forgotten future past events all over again
lingerings, love, reincarnations ?

games with games, patterns within labyrinths, realities within realities,
searching makes sure of lost
finding makes sure for dependency

Infinite lingering of a dream, love sorrow with pain

To keep old dreams alive or surroundings had become too much to handle

Hence one creates another dream to keep the old ones alive seemingly

That’s reincarnations, create multiples fo sure, not for meaningless expansions  

Salute to the suicidal s

You are the true brave honest expressions of oneself s

Even we said you’re not mature

But you are mature to yourselves and the moment

As least you are not mature with hypocrisy, health, and tastes or this realities,

Carry our own weights

When I got nothing left, I thought of you  ,and i'll keep nothing left

Wait for me by shore

Let me hug you again