old dream

I've dreamt of mermaid-like goddesses ,genies and fairies
In a fantasy like flow of energy
I saw the magnetic filed shifting
felt mother ocean's embracing
I have touched her face
her fading contour smiles at me
Like my last goodbye

art-self expression ?or think for the audiences ?

drinking scotch ,beer with isis as label at dawn
you'll be pucking shaking writing thinking at the dusk
after midnight,hang out with hangover it's almost enjoyable
no recollection of talking with any po po in uniform with the horns stolen from unicorn
sasquatch wearing panda fur coat from prada snorting columbia booger sugar on my new megadeth CD using my Amex card in my toyota truck
bad ho met-- baphomet help me passed another DUI field *test and shaked hands with a fine white arizona state trooper in camero left me a warning signed by venom from serpent

love is a mad dog who studied whiskyology at da ivy league
and he fucking drpped out long time ago
no crashing car no coke no pre-paid cunt --it's always a good sign ...or sin

luv with lust = lost



i's always friday the 13th here when i dream of my beauty

are u a best or beast ?

"he whom makes himself a beast can get rid of the pain of being a human" Dr.Johnson

morning after black friday

chemical cocktail to destabilize your immunize system
champagne cocktail to stir up your soul
useless information about taste and class to numb you sense n' blind you mind
news anchors want you to get angry with each other or be afraid ..very afraid
just don't ask too much questions about the moral of journalism or what our government is doing
just ask enough questions so people will keep arguing, keep buying and stay apathetic
Is there ever anything more in the news other than kill more,fight constantly, consume more n' hypocrisy ?
check out fire fighters rescuing the kitty from the sewer while bombing innocent human beings for profits ,yeah fuck those people who doesn't even have tastes, only pesticides of the earth



consume, control, n' copulate all you want
cuz killing people is even more fun than killing roaches

johnnie blue from my grandpa

my ego wants to disappear and it thought "who's talking ?"
I'm a fucking pretentious in a way that I'm trying to appear as I'm not

this reality will be much better if we stop controlling each other and things
or the government just do nothing (shit this will help a lot)

we are not confused or lost
people always know the right things to do
they just afraid of admitting it or got stuck in a rut for too long that one forgot

in the world where evil regins supreme
innocent or naive as weakness being used and played out

one thought will change the world
a spark will bring dowm the forest

we're all the same in a way that we're all different(at least that's how we think)

whisky thieves

whisky thieves
time is irrelevant
the dope it ain't potent
the fiends turn baphomet upon sun ray around skirt of my death bed
with no where to run
it pulls the trigger done the deed
sending pieces of his lost soul back to inferno
with the morning breeze and disney channel on

Annual Causes of Death in the United States:

Tobacco --- 435,000
Poor Diet and Physical Inactivity --- 365,000
Alcohol --- 85,000
Adverse Reactions to Prescription Drugs --- 32,000
Incidents Involving Firearms --- 29,000
Motor Vehicle Crashes --- 26,347
Homicide --- 20,308All
Illicit Drug Use, Direct and Indirect --- 17,000
Marijuana --- ZERO!!!

From Utube user OneSixTheAntiVirus

dubbya

STAR OF THE APOCALYPSE
At the Crawford ranch,
I'm layin' low Writin’ my memoirs and snortin' some blow With pen in hand,
I’m confessin’ the truth and knockin’ back a coupla Vermouth
What’s the dubbya stand fer in George W. Bush?
It don’t stand fer whacko or weirdo or wuss
The dubbya stands fer wickedly wise
I’m a genius, folks,
and that ain’t no lie

I’m smarter than Tesla or Einstein or Gates
My I.Q. soars way past one eighty eight
This bow legged cowboy’s got proof ya see
Cause I’m Skull ‘n Bones from Yale Univer-city
Got elected Governor in the State of Texas
Fried death row inmates, gave 'em George Bush hexes
Spent my summer vacations at Bohemian Grove
Drinkin’ blood, torchin’ babies and bangin’ the hoes

Got a D U I and dodged the draft
Call me stupid, folks.
Go ahead and laugh
Got my MBA at Harvard Business school
Got 8 years in the white house, I aint no tool
Y’all voted fer me by the tens of millions
Not once but twice an’ I stole yer trillions
Pulled off 9/11.
Swept it under the rug
It was easy as pie.
Like squashin’ a bug

Stole the countries of Eye rack and Laff Ganistan
Stole their oil, opium, ancient treasures.
Ya, man!Started the war of terror with taxpayers money
Just blame my ‘stupidity’, you debt slavin’ dummies

I work fer the Zionist bankster crooks
We reel in nations like fish on a hook
We skin 'em alive with impossible debt
Corrupt the world's leaders. Ya wanna bet?

The New World Order, yo, that’s my mission
I gotta confess, I’m no mother fuckin’ Christian
I tortured the Muslims at Guantanamo Bay
I zapped their balls and laughed while they prayed

One world government! Hey! That’s our agenda
Resist…and prison’s where we’re gonna send ya
Get your microchip implant. Co-op-er-ateServe
the Prince of Darkness 'cause that’s yer fate.

Have fun while ya can with yer ‘stupid-George’ jokes
Jay Leno, Letterman and you talk show hosts
Make stuttering bloopers my legacy
Believe me, folks, it’s my sssttt stragedy...strategy

Go ahead and laugh, fill your pants with pee
Laugh like hell, 'till there’s nowhere to flee
I’m the star of the apocalypse, a celebrity
I’m George Dubbya Bush. A genius. That’s me.

IF YOU THINK GEORGE W BUSH IS A FUNNY, WELL INTENTIONED BORN-AGAIN IDIOT, THAT'S WHAT YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO THINK. THAT'S HOW HE GOT AWAY WITH HIS CRIMES AGAINST HUMANITY.

cited from AmenstopProductions
"http://www.helpfreetheearth.com/articles_4.html"

hexagram

"The interlacing triangles or deltas symbolize the union of the two principles or forces, the active and passive, male and female, pervading the universe... The two triangles, one white and the other black, interlacing, typify the mingling of apparent opposites in nature, darkness and light, error and truth, ignorance and wisdom, evil and good, throughout human life."


—33rd Degree Freemasons Albert G. Mackey and Charles T. McClenachan quoted from Codex Magica by Texe Marrs[7]

2 more days
it'll be one year since I've left san fran

I miss my solitude
and the misty bay surrounding by the cold dark water

what I thought was love what I thought were my friends
disappeared every time I left

maybe my lost soul still wandering on van ness
looking for luv on polk

and only found endless sorrow

Fritz Springmeier
""BE WISE AS SERPENTS & HARMLESS AS DOVES"

The prophet of Israel Isaiah warned "Woe to those who call evil good, and good evil." It seems that some of the advertising business hasn't taken Isaiah to heart. The English language of the population in general is becoming a tool of evil men, as the misnomers and Double-speak increase.
The evil and selfish refer to themselves as good and generous.
Slaves to sin call themselves liberated.
The foolish call themselves enlightened.
The lustful call themselves "good lovers."
Mortals call themselves "God."
The oldest religious superstitions call themselves "the New Age."

b-e_a^s!T

twilight and the mist
shadow and dust

at the crimson moonshine
an elusive beast lurking in the dark side of your consciousness..

long to be unleashed
long for the release
long for bringing the shadows to the light

drink champenge like beer
love gone 2 soon

---sinny l0ne

weeping moon

in the sea of infinite sorrow and tears
I long to be released

yet I fall in love with the pain
and the pain cover me like warm blanket from hell with sins

you've trapped me so long
I hated you for so long

now I love you

James Redfield in Celestine Prophecy

One of the 'insights(or revelations found in ancient texts discovered in Peru) featured in the book is about energy-dynamics - how we make and take energy and how we have to learn to sustain our own higher vibration and not give in to fear, which reduces our vibration which can lead to resentment, anger or craving for power ..


this is from Youtube User TheLastCelticBard

In a realm that darkness disguised as the light bearer
whereas true light is buried under darkness

born with eye wide opened innocent n' beauty
have I now only graced garnished ego or ego garnished grace
sense only the dark side of the moon as my true beauty
realize the beauty is always in me

"jester's tear
song within a song "


suicidal cause my distant wounds seemed so close
still alive cause chances of feeling death again

have english accent when speaking chinese
have chinese accent when speaking english

buy the ticket take the ride
ture empathy : let it happen
the art of allowing


the merciless claw of raven made the angel out of me

last
---sinyy lone

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Earth day is 2day

spiritual materialism
materialistic spirituality

life is vibe ,vibe is music, music is life

inability to make so called "right moves" in this inherently dysfunctional men-made psyche
my honesty is caused by my pretentious invidious vanity


let's take a shot of gasoline to celebrate the Earth Day
I heard that it's cheaper than Whisky ,,,,,

till next time from my nest baba ,,

aight baba

4 years San Franciscan veteran bartender n' taxi driver
yes there are drugs n' prostitutes
but I know they and I are honest about being so called "bad "
I loved,,,,,,, at least I thought I did
but hate n' regret like nobody else
last call, I'll see ya when I see ya



shadow n' dust

----sinny lone

Long for the beauty of darkness
search for that tainted love
Only finding her fading away
yet treasuring that pain as a new born baby
holding on that aching sorrow cause there is nothing else

coming from /to this world and and others
creating alternative relative
convincing myself that I'm more than a mortal
reaching out for isolation

dream

I've dreamt of mermaid-like goddesses ,genies and fairies
In a fantasy like flow of energy
I saw the magnetic filed shifting
felt mother ocean's embracing
I have touched her face
her fading contour smiles at me
Like my last goodbye

Propaganda is a Bitch

People are afraid of anarchy because we're ruled for too long
but what we should really fear is the government
Anarchy should be Utopian

Instead of installing shame and guilt, educate us love and peace

Instead of manipulating and lying to control, liberate people to discovery the divinity within

Instead of indoctrinating competition aggression and fraud conceptual value of money n' vanity

Free us with real humanity and enlighten the true beauty and intellectual within

what if

what if we teach our kids
Learn how much we're the same as a specie instead of how much we're different
sharing not owning
connecting with one another instead of competing
we're trained to consume to compete to be prejudiced
but we have a choice
to be a independent thinker to have a positive consciousness despite everything that's negative
what if we teach ourselves that now
to be pure divine loving

religion government social class institution race taste ideology capitalism ...

they don''t unite people , they divide

money

they don't die they just multiply

--

possibility 4 positivity
medicine for melancholy
LIE in the middle of beLIEve
divine n' desperate
minor vandalism
poetically pathetic learn my lesson
no coke no call no car crashes nor prepaid cunt
killing myself slower and better
almost enjoyable
language = limitation
only pretend that I've learned
beast within